It is the end of the week! YAhoo! I may go to a movie tonight Fast and Furious starts tonight, Knowing looks good, Push is at the Rainbow and it looks pretty cool.

I installed my CPU fan and heatsink, the old computer purrrs along just fine now.

My first ex called last night wondering what was happening for Easter, if I was gonna be buying a plane ticket for my daughter to come out. I told her that she has all my money and that I can't afford it. Of course she goes on justifying why she has to take double what she was getting.

Of course now she is married and has a huge house 'somewhere', so I need to support her and her husband, oh ya that is supposed to be supporting my daughter! But she doesn;t care, I am stuck in a 1 bedroom little apartment, hardly enough room to change my mind about stuff!!

I sure miss my daughter, she is great. Oh well, I hope she still loves me and thinks about me. I know her mother has never done anything to nurture our relationship.

It is very stressful, I have made tremendous effort to see my daughter, all the travelling and expense, but it was worth it, she is my daughter I love her! And on top of it, never missed a child support payment. Now I pay more and never get to see my daughter!

I guess I am rambling some here, but I do find it so frustrating, this legal system is so full of ****. I truly understand why many guys do not pay their child support, but some of them never see their kids.

Let's get off that topic, ball season is coming soon. Can't wait to play ball again. I just play softall nowadays, but it is stilll nice to get out and play. I might even go try out for a hardball team this year, we'll have to see how I feel.

I dislocated my knee last June, and went knee to knee with a guy on Wednesday night playing basketball, so it is a little tender right now.

I really need to get my butt into the gym and start running some again. I put a couple pounds on over the last couple of months, here sitting on my a@@

I should go make some supper and pick a movie.