It is the end of the week! YAhoo! I may go to a movie tonight Fast and Furious starts tonight, Knowing looks good, Push is at the Rainbow and it looks pretty cool.

I installed my CPU fan and heatsink, the old computer purrrs along just fine now.

My first ex called last night wondering what was happening for Easter, if I was gonna be buying a plane ticket for my daughter to come out. I told her that she has all my money and that I can't afford it. Of course she goes on justifying why she has to take double what she was getting.

Of course now she is married and has a huge house 'somewhere', so I need to support her and her husband, oh ya that is supposed to be supporting my daughter! But she doesn;t care, I am stuck in a 1 bedroom little apartment, hardly enough room to change my mind about stuff!!

I sure miss my daughter, she is great. Oh well, I hope she still loves me and thinks about me. I know her mother has never done anything to nurture our relationship.

It is very stressful, I have made tremendous effort to see my daughter, all the travelling and expense, but it was worth it, she is my daughter I love her! And on top of it, never missed a child support payment. Now I pay more and never get to see my daughter!

I guess I am rambling some here, but I do find it so frustrating, this legal system is so full of ****. I truly understand why many guys do not pay their child support, but some of them never see their kids.

Let's get off that topic, ball season is coming soon. Can't wait to play ball again. I just play softall nowadays, but it is stilll nice to get out and play. I might even go try out for a hardball team this year, we'll have to see how I feel.

I dislocated my knee last June, and went knee to knee with a guy on Wednesday night playing basketball, so it is a little tender right now.

I really need to get my butt into the gym and start running some again. I put a couple pounds on over the last couple of months, here sitting on my a@@

I should go make some supper and pick a movie.

Another day

Well, it was my EDO (earned day off). Of course things are so crazy busy right now I had to go in for a 2 hour meeting. On top of it I got my daughter today!! That is a good, actually GREAT thing! I usually don't get her until 3:30pm when I pick her up from school, in a city about 45 minutes away, but she didnt have school today and her mother brought her here today! saved me a trip.

Anyways, I went to my meeting, got it over with, and spent the rest of the day with my girl. We went and did a little window shopping, I am trying to find a deep freeze, a small one for my apartment. We went and picked up a new heatsink and fan for my computer CPU. I guess I'll have to install that soon.

I try to make the time my daughter and I are together as normal as possible. I try not to make every time she is with me a big event. Sometimes we just hangout in the apartment most the weekend, sometimes we go see a movie, go to the museum, a walk around the park/lake or whatever, it is just nice to spend time with her.

Of course this is my youngest daughter. My eldest, I don't really get to see anymore. The legal system is really screwed up. After not missing a child support payment in 13 years, her mother decides she should come back and take more money, now I can;t afford to see my oldest daughter. Now I guess I am supporting my ex and her new husband.

Oh well, I hope the weather changes soon, it has been a terribly cold and icky winter! Can;t wait for the warm weather!

It is time for sleep, my girl is snoring away already so ... I guess I should crash to.